The Shades Of Poison Trees

If i am to describe myself with one thing, it did be the classic wooden dummy. I take in all sorts of blows and treat it like nothing. Its a kind of implosion. It doesn't fight back no matter how hard it is hit. It just provides an equal force back on the person hitting it so as to not let itself break.

Someone told me that i often give the wrong impression once i am close to girls.

But they also agree that i banter so much that people does not know when i am serious or joking. So how is it possible that i give girls the impression that i like them? It does not make any sense to me.

Ruoqi said that i am egoistic but not confident. Do i really lag confidence?

Valerie said that i give off the vibe of 'I am super comfy being alone'. This reminds me of what Pearle said, 'to me, you don't look like the sort that would even fall in love', which Valerie also said.

Interesting what people actually thinks of me.

I just love people telling me how they perceive me. Intrigues me indefinitely.

Sometimes we don't clear the air for we don't want to be half-ass. The shot needs to be taken by someone else.