Monster

One that could make your pessimism go and fill you up with optimism.

Today my emotions is like human pulse. One moment it is sky high, and the next it just plunged to the depth of the world. Reading people's blog also makes me feel down. Today's work made me love my workplace and i already miss my uber funny and cute colleagues. Why i so famous in my office even as a temp? haha. Heard so many gossips regarding me. Everyone's attached, why like that? I sad.

I honestly feel damn down, like i have no purpose in life, nothing to look forward to, come on, i need a purpose in life, i feel damn negative now! Shit this negative aura that is diffusing from the world. I feel like shit now. The deal of self-annihilation. Stop the world from turning into a monster.

Interesting how she read me.

Sometimes u appear to be happy,but actually u've got a lot of hidden worries and insecurities in u.maybe i think too much.. - Li Jing

When you hear my cries, save me from my distress.