Can't Help But Wait

Wah, today was screwed, phone spoilt.. WTF.. Went off halfway while working to make my way down Plaza Singapura to Samsung Service centre to ask them to retrieved my sim card frm my phone.. And i bought a cool specs.. LOL.. Juz for the fun of it.. Geek with black.. =D Luckily my bro lend me his spare phone to use or i will have nothing to use.. I have to wait for my pay to come b4 i can get a new phone..

Same for you..

The Rush~

FOOOMMMMM~

Saw Jess early in the morning at serangoon today, which shock me like hell.. LOL.. Went back to secondary sch to give teacher's day present and rush off to work.. Gracious, only 4 hrs of wretched slp..

I am wasting my life away working almost 12 hrs(1030am - 10pm) everyday, with only 5 hrs the most to slp since i travel to and fro take 1hr each at the very least.. The rest are my small indefinite quantity and quality time by myself.. Leading a lifeless life.. How deplorable can that be.. 2 more days to go and i might be released frm my torturous life.. Working at expo hall 5, find me if u have nothing on.. =D

Just want to know how u feel abt all these things..

Wait a minute..

Whoa, finally exam ended..
And here comes holiday.. =D
Went for interview at suntec at 2.30pm when my interview is supposed to be at 11am.. LOL.. but still, i got accepted and will be working at expo frm tml onwards.. =D Whoa, missing lots of things.. =( Shall catch all those that i misses soon, after this fair..

When'll i see ur face again?

The way i do

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
I tried so hard not to think of u, but it was futile as i lay wide awake on my bed with the thoughts of u for hrs.. Velleity wont get me anywhere and i know that i have got to do something if i want to change ur mind.
I have nvr regretted watever i did and i am serious abt wat i said. Juz hope that it doesnt affect u during this period of time. 8 more days to the end of exam, i sure hope i doesnt screw this last two paper up as well. Lucks and all the best.. =)

You keep me pondering indefinitely and you are definitely worth it.

Tonight..

I have bared my feelings and there is a heave off my body though some other thing replaces it. I plan to fail and i failed, so does that mean i am a failure or does that make me an achiever? Sometimes i juz wonder if i am a failure or loser. For a pessimist like me, i already plan to fail everytime and dun hold high hopes for anything, but sometimes things juz managed to bring me down.. I always like to screw myself up, for some reason or so.. Always behind time..

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up, I need your loving hands to come and pick me up. And every night I miss you, I can just look up and know the stars are holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight.

Why am i so fan jian? Wallowing in despondency.. NAWT!! I wont give up..

Seize the day!

Finally 3 exams down, left 2 more to go.. =D I shall seize the day while i still can, screwing up is better than nvr trying it at all.. Looking forward to tennis next week.. =D Shall end it right here, nothing much to say today.. =)

Stay tuned for the latest information. =)

Misery Business!

Is there hope or is there not?

Stress is the the new chill..

Hectic life can be a relaxing..

Was it juz ignis fatuus or am i hallucinating too much?

The twilight existence of me wanting to be in ur life left me nothing but to yearn for the day u would notice my presence.

My lust for u synchronizes with every pulse of my heartbeat and yet fear and failure daunts me so much that it left me unspoken.

Thoughts were shrouded by the mist and it swirls indefinitely and breakout was not at all possible.

Exams will be coming right up, so shall end it here today and therefore, it will be less frequently updated.. =) While the future unveils itself, i shall hope for the better and think less..

i will keep holding on..