Shameless

Isnt it amusing how i hate people who are perfunctory and only contact others only when they are bored or when they need their help, yet to avoid falling into this situation, i totally distant myself away from the people i know so as not to eat my words. Thus i became an introvert. Its tiring to constantly have people walking in and out of your life, just within a finger snap.

There's always a strong contradiction about me. Which makes me unable to make a decision and i don't know what is true or what is make believe in my head. Its not that i don't wish to say what i feel, but once its being processed by the brain, i tend to hold it in the tip of my tongue. Afraid that what i say might change the perception of someone about me. This is what is holding me back. Honestly, i try to keep myself issues free and honest but some are really too sensitive to even talk about.

On a lighter note, 3 tests are down and i am left with 2 major exams, after which, school's over.

Who would stay on with you? And who would ditch you after this trip?

Heart to heart talk anyone? I am up. =)