Evans woke up from his sleep and started behaving like a child, getting his mum to feed him fruits. Never had he permitted that, but at that instance, he indulged in his memories as a child for the first time since he grew up. He never let his emotions show, guarding even the closest people around him. It isn't easy to live a life of his, given that he had actually always been blessed with many many small joys. People always thought of him as queer and weird, and he is hard to be with, but the fact is, he wouldn't want people who he know would eventually become close to him, be close.
He utterly detest 3 things, empty promises, disappointment and losing people. Disappointment especially, took a huge chunk out of his life, setbacks are his biggest burden that he always carry with him to make sure he doesn't end up failing again. He always felt that he don't deserve all that he have and could have due to a past incident. If someone is undeserving, how can he ever let anyone be near and settle for this mediocre self. Its an insult to the very being.
A child with many hidden feelings.
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