Shake It Out

I think i will try and rectify, only to crash again.

Just when i have been keeping my temper in check, everyone just keep trying to test it. Just because i didn't flare, doesn't mean i am a pushover. It's just that when i actually flare, you won't see yourself anywhere near happy. Just felt that i am taken for granted and that if you want to step over me, tell me, i did even let you punch me. Maybe the reason i hadn't flare up is that i am used to this shit, to the point i am fine with it. I am not saying i am immune to this, i am disappointed but it's like 'i dun wanna be anal and make things difficult and awkward'. I am getting hypocritical and i pretty much hate myself for acting like a bitch. Oh well, life is tough.

No matter how i look at it, i am behind time.