You Can Do Better

Do what thou wilt.

People tell me that they never thought i did fall for and i can do better. But if that's the case, i guess i have been finding the exact definition of better for the past 20 years. The answer that i found is nothing but vague.

Human are cheap.

We cheapen ourselves to know that there are others out there that want us.

I like how people say anything. Being honest with how they feel and saying what they mean to people they meant it for. This is called real honesty and not some 'being honest' but in fact it's with hidden agenda.

Oh, did i mentioned, i drank a cup of vodka(spiced coffee with almond flavoured) mixed with apple tea, tomato juice, sambal chilli and pearle's hand that have dog fur dipped inside. Asswipe unhygienic and sick drink.

P.S Was that for me? And if it is, if you don't say, how would you know? Again. Just treat it that i am the asshole. okay. I will drift and you will continue with your amazing life. =)

First you ask me to grow up, now you say this. You know its amusing. What you say and what you mean, you told your boyfriend there are guys wooing you because you think it's good to be honest, but you left out the other truth, which is that you are going out with people that are trying to get you. By doing that, you just hope that after you do this, your boyfriend will try and treasure you more because you are wanted by people. Don't tell me thats not one of the motive, because it is. The reason why you are still sticking with your boyfriend is cause you want what you can't have. You know that you might lose him to some other FUGLY girls, so he became a trophy that you are fighting for. Is this what you call love? Okay, now that you have read this, you might feel like i am a jerk. But honestly, if i didnt even care, i wouldn't even give a damn about you. Like i said, refer back to my caption above.

Why do i even assume things?! Because you don't say who you meant it for. I can only assume as best i can. There's other channels you can communicate with me but you choose twitter and you simply have too many guys in your life to even know which tweet is for who. That aside, does going out with friends entitles you to tell only the things that you think will keep all else as it is? Truth is, you can't have the best of both world. You can use that as a valid point and take your stand. Seriously, you are merely finding excuses. If you keep this up, do you think you can even last a lifetime with him? No! Stop kidding yourself. Maybe you can use all this as examples and ask your friends what do you think this girl is doing, and they might tell you the same things too. Go on, try it. Also the reason why i stopped asking you out is i don't wish for you to keep lying to your boyfriend. It isn't fair for any of us.

What am i really? I think i am pretty undefined. We can't right the errs we have.