Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Fuck Was I

I just need to remain vacuous.
Yesterday meetup with Pearle, Jeremy & Violet is so so so good. I like how i am silent most of the time and i can just laugh or smile for no apparent reason. Really blissful. Everyone's pretty emo yesterday though. Seems like life has been hitting harder on us than i ever expected. Taiwan in 6 more days. Party like tsunami is hitting, it will keep my mind off any obstructions. Hopefully. Tomorrow! HTHT with Pearle, Thursday, joyride with Yan Ling, Friday, catching performance with cousins, Saturday and Sunday, work and god knows.
We are all marionettes of time and life.
Curse and swear, life and death.

Bachelor's button blooms and fade
Watch the sign for it tells fate
Miss the number and thou hates
Requite or not, its thy choice

Forget me not, Myosotis
It symbolizes remembrance
Of what unpretentious and daintiness
Time is off the equation

Weep not at the mortality
Dance not when life blossom
Harmonious like a cosmos
When everything lies on the same plane

As commelinaceae as it sound,
Its but lighthearted whisper,
As mediocre as it seems,
Its done with heartfelt joy.

P.S What the fuck am i doing with my life? Its like a downward spiral. Maybe its good to lose myself, for it loses life. Isn't it more carefree to not be so stringent with your own life, care less, worry less and lose less. Everything will seem even better. Urgh, beef me up like a jerk.
Foolish to be indecisive, futile to try and take a stand.

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