The Birthday Song

Life has been superbly hectic even when my birthday inch closer and closer, i could hardly take a breather. Yesterday i got a cake from Rive Gauche, it was pretty good. Birthday is losing meaning to me, my family sang Birthday song for me, but it just seems like i am lost in my own emotions, it doesnt make any sense to me. Drained of all the happy emotions, is this life?

On a happier note, Thank you Meiying for giving me the present, really appreciate it. ;) I want to meet you soon! haha.. I guess i am not good at showing my emotions nowadays. And i also want to say, your hair is damn sexy/cool or any other positive adjective you can think of.

Last note, just a mindfucking rhetorical question. Is it better to have best friends who doesnt even remember your birthday, or feel happy that friends who are not that close makes it a point to remember your birthday? I guess i found my answer in the way i phrase this question. Seriously, you makes my day. =)
P.S. Why do ppl get paranoid and try to mindfucked others?

When will i reach Mt. Epiphany? Don't wish to get caught in this loop.