Mama

Yesterday, or rather this 24th of Oct, was late for sch because i took too long to dress myself up.. Ok, i know, its kinda stupid for a reason to be late, but juz stating the fact, and that i was late for an 1hr.. =( Ended early for sch, 1130.. So actually i only attended 1 and a half hr lesson.. Then my stomach suddenly felt a surge of pain, so instead of making my way to meet Evan, i went to eat instead.. Hehe.. Sry.. When i saw her msg that she ended her class, i juz bought my food, so i quickly gorged down everything on the plate and rushed off to meet her at FC 3.. Instead of having takeaway together, we both had our lunch with our own clique.. =X lol.. So, in the end she brought me to 'tour' the whole sch and i am amazed that i didnt walk pass and see so many places of my sch yet.. I tend to be forgetful very often recently, wonder wats going on.. Maybe a bug climb into my ear and is feasting on my brain.. Tsk.. Back to where i was, in the end we found a place to sit down and chatted.. Haha.. Always fun and enjoyable to chat with her.. And especially looking at her classmates.. I mean those bunch of loser boys.. They seriously look like shit like wat evan said.. DICKHEADS, FUCKTARDS..

Went off at 230 after she met with her classmates to meet my JP and Julia to vivo.. Made me wait for half an hr.. =.= Shopping and catching up with each other.. Saw some nice shirt so i juz have to save and scrimp and work.. We went to the top with our coffee and sat there till sunset.. It was enjoyable and talking trash with those two.. But then, Julia became quiet all of a sudden, so it leaves only me and JP to chat with.. And an unexpected person came to meet us as well, Jasper Chow.. Woots.. haha.. Was watching JP and Julia eat Superdog and Jasper eating Long John Silver inside Superdog while i, pathetically read my novel while watching them eat.. =( This intrigues me as to why are they doing this to the poor me.. Nvm, i will overlook this devious plot by them.. Haha.. After that went to help Julia look for a present for her fren.. Haha.. Parted ways at 945 and the three took bus, so i juz train back home myself.. Julia, why am i termed as hanky panky boy? lol..

25 Oct, mum flew to australia to visit my aunt.. Felt kind of weird, something seems missing.. Hope she enjoys herself there.. =D A week without her, home feels dull.. I am at home for today.. hitting on the school works tat i have. Boring.. Tml have an interview.. =D She will be back next sat nite.. =D

An idle mind is a devil's workshop.. Treasure every moment spent.. =)

History

Since sch reopen, i have been heading back home to hit the book everyday i end sch.. And i have been wondering abt my palship with my best pal that it seems that we seems to distant.. My life has change to i dunno for the better or for the worst and that i feel that my social relationship with anyone aint good at all.. I seem more and more like a social misfit.. I am also quite sick of my life, listening to quarrels and preaches every day.. It juz gets on my nerves..

Today while i was taking a nap, julien called me and told me something that set me thinking.. After the call, i unconsciously dropped my tears and look back to the times when we work together and have fun.. What has been changing, i am quite certain that none of us have changed, but things have juz spin out of control.. Flashback of our past run through my mind and all the fun and joy that we shared seems to fade and we have become more distant with each other.. And today my best pal reaffirmed that thoughts abt us getting more distant is juz a wild thought and not true and that its juz that his timetable is screwed and our timetable clashes so much that its so hard for us to even meet.. Why am i getting all emotional? I tear for who? Myself, Julien or Jiawei? Maybe its we that i teared for.. When things wasnt attended or managed, it wanes and the feeling that we have changes.. It juz rust and corrodes.. When we noticed it, its too late to rectify and solve already.. Do i take life too lightly, shld i treat everyone more significantly and quit being such a social misfit..

It seems that everything is returning back to wat it used to be in the past.. Hope it remains like that..

I hope everything would return to how it shld be. Treat everything given as a gift, embrace it with ur sincerity.

Realize

Woots, today after my sch, went down to bishan to service my phone, and damn it, they didnt finish servicing today even though its merely to update my firmware.. Wat the.. How incompetence and inefficient can Sony Ericsson be.. Screw it.. And met up with Hobart.. Woots.. Been a while since i last catch up with him.. Seems like he have grown more matured as well.. Great to go out with him.. At least it was enjoyable.. Haha.. Walk frm somerset to city hall to shop.. Haha.. Then went back Bishan and meet with some of his and my fren, but more to his.. Haha.. Woots.. Juz despise someone who is stupid enough to play for the sake of frenz and for fun.. Is fren that important.. Wats more, u play for the sake of trying to have more frenz.. Gosh.. U seriously think those are true frenz? Use some brain to think.. U are merely screwing ur life and treating it as a joke.. U seriously humoured me with ur natural stupidity.. And someone talk like he is the boss.. LOL!! Tsk.. Hobart, lets go out more often.. =D

Finally, settling down and started on assignments which are due on week 5 or 6 when its only week 1.. Whoa, how efficient can i be? Haha.. Next week shall witness wat are the tutors expression when i hand in those assignments.. Tsk..

Remember that time is money..

Dead wrong

Sch today was much better than expected.. Anticipating the first session of GEMS class on thursday.. Woots.. Will end at 12 for most of the friday.. =D Shiok, instead of 5.. Was dead wrong abt my timetable which is sucky.. LOL.. Ending earlier than b4, wats more with self proclaiming the end time for sch.. Haha..

View at ur own discretion.. Hmmm, wonder wat u mean by crude side? U mean boorish language? Tsk.. U mean by scolding, kaninabu chao chee bye, mai kao pei kao bu, wu ji tio lai, bo ji chi kua mai.. Hong gan la lan jiao kia, kiam gan la, mai zui gong lampah song.. Diam diam tio hor.. Chee hong.. Or scolding, pukimagao palabutoh makong bankai.. Or maybe, lei loh mo moi mo.. lei ge xi fa ho dai.. Or fuck u, u are such a fucking fucked up fucker.. Bastard.. Son of a bitch, daughter of a bastard.. Insolent slut, childish brat, Retarded idiot, Stupid loser, Foolish dumb screwed fucktard.. Cunt.. Wussy.. Delinquent.. Social Misfit.. Or maybe speak like a twit.. iiii lurbbs eUiiii woRrXxX, U luRrBbbs mOiIiii nOtzZzZ.. iiishhh tWitZzZzz.. FUCK OFF! Woots, when ur parents hear all this, even if they are being crucified onto an inverted cross, they will still leap back frm where they are banished and self mutilate themselves with the hope that u will repent.. O, and also, is this ur primitive self? U merely irks and disgust the ppl ard u.. By hanging out with them, u have made them degrade themselves to an intellect that is beyond their own belief and comprehension.. And i aint hiding myself behind any mask.. I am right here right now insulting u right in ur fucking face that u shld juz stop whining and if u want me to show ur dark nature, feel free.. See a psychiatrist if u have a split personality, wat ur good side, bad side.. FUCK ur backside la.. Cowardice in ur own comfort zone and waiting for me to enrage u to show ur true colours? Some 'smart' can that be? So after reading this, are u gonna find me and beat me up? Or maybe telling me, u wait, i call gang now, now u wait.. My gang come, beat u up.. U dun run.. U watch out.. Tsk.. U know urself well wat kind of person u are, no point putting a false front to be a goodie goodie..

Ain't running away and taking things in my stride now..

It's not easy

Whoa, last day of hols.. Damn, sch starting tml and then life will be so monotonous.. Relationship is such a bother.. Yet ppl still wants to get into one.. This is how dumb we can go.. But then again, sweetness often comes after heart wrenching moments.. =D And i owe ppl money like WTF!!! Phone Bill 165 dollars? WTF.. Screw it.. Wat i merely achieved during this hols is to get myself more tan and get more items.. But not clothing.. Same old clothings.. Damn, damn, damn.. Sch life is not easy to get by and this sem i cant fool ard anymore.. Screw it or get screwed.. haha..

I thought i got over you , but i found myself all over you again..

Platinum Blind

Sick and tired of being broke, but i juz cant break out of it.. =( LOL.. How true can this be.. Spending like there's no tml, acting like i am loaded when i am broke, it juz means i got a load of nothing.. LOL.. Woots, registered for GEMS today.. Got in Non-Verbal Body Language.. =D Frm next week on, every thursday i gonna miss FOM lecture.. LOL.. Gosh, damn, this sucks.. Timetable is screwed like god knows wat.. tsk.. Tml meeting the cool DESMOND.. LOL.. Actually not, he ditched me in the end.. Wat an asswipe.. Haiz.. I need my pay quick.. Processing the cheque like it was always today.. WTH.. Can the dumb accountant be any quicker? Or maybe Cylon shld juz hire me as their accountant, bet i will be 10 thousand and 1 times more effecient than the current one.. LOL..

I seem relieve yet there is still a fog of uncertainty shrouding the false front..

False Pretense

This few days have been going out to shop, but things still bother me as much as it do.. And yesterday, i went to make my specs, woots, another item down.. Whoa, but this hols have not been buying any clothing for myself, gosh, must get some soon and quick.. Thursday can go and collect my specs le.. =D Till my pay come, home i shall be at.. Been reading for today.. =D Tml is the day to register for GEMS.. WOOTS.. HAPPY AR.. ALONE FOR GEMS, ALONE FOR EVERYTHING.. =D

You left me empty but i am filled with you. Absence makes the heart fonder.

The Great Escape

Its DOPE, SEX MAN!!! =D

Woots, today(3/10) went to East Coast Park for a meet up and a walk with Crazy Pal. Best Pal, Hui min and Nat.. As usual, Hui min is late, but this time, crazy pal and best pal are even ltr.. Gosh.. lol.. Hmmm, and so we sat at mac and have dinner together, lol, and it was supposed to be a picnic, so in the end we also had our picnic food right inside Mac.. Gracious.. Lol.. After finishing our food, nat went off first since he needs to be home early.. As usual, mama-pecked.. LOL..
We went for a short walk at the beach b4 deciding to catch a movie.. So, we took a cab down to suntec.. And the fixture of those movies aint that accommodating to our 'time' so we went to marina square, and yet again, the movie was sold out.. So, we head down to Plaza Singapura to try our luck.. In the first place, we decided to catch the movie by the name 'Vicky, Cristina Barcelona', but then it was sold out.. Damn, its so popular.. Lol.. So in the end we settled for House Bunny.. SUPERBLY HILARIOUS.. HAHA.. After tat, we all went separate ways.. Good things sure comes to an end.. Be it anything, even friendship.. Lets juz hope the friendship between me and pals last as long as it can be.. =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG BROTHER!! =)
Today(04/10) i have been staying at home like wat a social misfit have to be at and went bugis at nite to have Steamboat since its my Big Brother Birthday.. =D

You left me feeling high and dry, with nothing, nothing but the question why.. I am alone and you left me to contemplate abt wat i shld do..
If this is wat u want, this is wat u get..