Friday, April 23, 2010

BLANK

The fact that often in life, the best decisions are the ones that are ludicrous. We make stupid decisions all the time, but life is funny and sometimes a little mystical, it could take a stupid decision into something entirely different. That's how life keeps us in a loop.

He could not take it much longer, it always happen when someone close came back. Drifting is like the norm that he could no longer feel much. He began recalling everything that happened throughout his quirky and intolerable life. A master of nothing and a dummy for everything. His life is drunk and decayed.

He knew lots of girl, but not many kept in contact and none thinks of him the other way. Not that he care much anyway, since he have failed so many times that his inner heart has become torpid from the poignant agonies.

The dark cloud overpowered the sky today, and at the first lightning he saw, he felt restless but after a few seconds, his chiseled face brightens, his chapped lips twitched, forming a slight glee, for once his eyes sparkled with joy at the compelling thought of having the lightning strike down on the bus that he was in. What relief he would have felt by abandoning his hard shell, how magnificent that would be and he would marvel at his own body from another perspective. Though maybe all these, he would, regret in years to come.

Everything seems to stir his thoughts, grouchiness is what is most physical to him. But at the same instance, he felt pleased as he could concentrate on his studies. He needs to know new people, maybe S, though the chance is infinitesimal.
Take the plunged and run away no matter how tired it will be.

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Summer Loves

Updates & Accomplishment in my life for this holiday. (Constantly Edited)

1. Club on the 27/3 with Jeremy and Violet, it was quite fine. Rebel: clean and troubleless night. =D
2. Club again on the 31/3 with the usual clubbing clique, yet again, Rebel. =D Nearly got into trouble yet again, somehow, i am like some fight magnet.
3. Rebel nite out yet again on the 14/4 with the usual. ;) Pretty decent for the nite. And i realised, throughout this itp, thursday is cursed, am always late.
4. Celebrated Desmond Birthday on the 3th of April, totally awesome, super awesome crab and wine drinking. Not forgetting the durian session.
5. Done with 'Veronika Decides To Die'
6. Soon to be done with 'Catch-22'
7. Aint gonna club anytime soon, hopefully. I know, abstain from drinking is impossible. Spot on by violet. tsk. (ALL TALK!) (FAILED BADLY!) TSK!
8. Having dates with ppl every week. =D All were good and fun.
9. Gotta start saving now! Splurging on food and unnecessary stuff will have to be reduced.
10. Shopping for clothes needs to be done soon. Basic tees maybe, since i am entering NS in a year time anyway. HAH!
The constant thought, the mindless ponder, the night dims, nothing changed. Totally bewildered by my own fallacies.