Sunday, March 29, 2009

Broken

Recently, i have been down on my luck.. Went gym on wednesday and hit my lip and my finger with dumbbells. Today, i went to play soccer and i dislocated my right hand while saving a shot, which renders it unable to do much things much less to say write properly.

And damn it, i still havent get my pay and i cant find any damn jobs. Geez.. I am so damn dead..
Hopefully my hand recover quickly and i can find a job soon. =D
Endless cycle. Understand my intricate self.

Monday, March 23, 2009

Out of Reach

What up? Say hello to Major WHORE & General AWESOME.. =)
Reminisce the days when we were all together having fun and laughter makes me want to relive the moment. But its been like a year and many things have changed. Doubt we can hang out together as a whole group again. Who am i actually? It juz seems like i still havent find out the answer. Am i studying juz because this realistic world requires qualification so that one would be recognized? Bewildered by these thoughts that kept me alive.. Whatever the case is, will definitely try to work these thoughts out and to organize some outing.
Life is filled with emptiness.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Empty

Life withers.
Recently, have been job hunting, watching shows and yea, finally finished my How I Met Your Mother Series.. =D Up next, Heroes, Supernatural and Ghost Whisperer. Thursday gonna start my crusade through IT Fair. Sure hope i can sell, if not i am dead.. =(

Watched Push, but the ending sucks, after which went to catch up with Shuni and Shimin, hope i didnt bore u two out, though i certainly doubt i didnt.. =X Sry, i juz dun know wat to say.. Haha.. tsk tsk..

Alrite, back to my life, even though i might seem to be busy with my life and such but the irony is that i still feel empty.. I juz seems to lag something in my life, but i juz couldnt describe wat it is.. I seems to be thinking but i dunno wat i am thinking.. I cant concentrate on wat i am doing recently as well.. Its like i am facing a paradox right in my brain.. Damn it.. Screw this feeling..
Is there something more?